Can’t believe my baby girl is seven months old today! You would think, or hope, the second time around motherhood would be easier! But Addi has had a couple minor health issues, and is not yet a fantastic sleeper – which is what worries me the most! Work is only about seven weeks away, and being a shift worker I am always running on empty sleep-wise so am a tad anxious.
I’m not thrilled with the idea of returning to work! I don’t enjoy it so much, it’s a necessity and so I tend to resent it. I work with some nice people, but I also work with some absolute bitches and a couple people who are so useless they shouldn’t still hold their jobs! So altogether it is frustrating, and I am not happy about my return.
It was the same story when I returned after having my son… Not happy to go but understand my obligation as the main breadwinner. Second time around I know what will happen – my sons world revolved around Dadda because he was home more so I will again become invisible… The lady who is home sometimes, but not so important as Dadda – I can’t help but be angry at hubby for this. He does not even try to find himself a better job so that he can take the strain off me, I really hate that!