Oh my god, dI’d I really just do that? Did I really just open myself up, pour out some of the hurt for a complete stranger – all thewhile opening up to everyone for them to see my pain??? I hope so much that people don’t decide to read it.
I am beyond embarrassed, I don’tknow what came over me, other than a true desire to help someone see that surgery is not the answer. I have laid myself bare to more criticism, all the while dreading what others will be thinking of me – that loser failed at something that is so easy. How pathetic to fail something so easy!
I just want to curl up and die.